Ugh. Damn it.

My lips are dry as fuck. I guess it's the cold. I dunno.

Recently, I've been busy typing up stories here to post and I've noticed how rare it is for someone to be sexually expressive yet, I haven't received a single dick pic. LOL.

It's not like I'm saying that as open invitation, no. I hate dick pics. But it's funny to think that guys are surprised that I don't receive any even if I am open to being sexual.

No reverse psychology whatsoever, please DO NOT SEND ME DICK PICS.

"You're a gem."

I've heard this quite a few times already, point being I like stuff most girls don't like. And I don't like beating around the bush.

But then again, I would still describe myself as dark chocolate. Being called a gem is a compliment, yes. But, I am valuable as chocolate too.

The thing about chocolate is, people don't know it's valuable because they can find it anywhere. The supply meets the demand, so why is it really of value?

It's because it has the power to change a mood, a thought, and an action. Chocolate, in any way it's consumed is so powerful, we don't even realize it.

As for me, I consider myself "dark chocolate", but not black, because I still have the characteristics of the milk chocolate most of the people love.

Sometimes, I have to adapt to commercial to be sold. Pretty packaging, catchy name, and probably connected to a celebrity endorser.

But at the end of the day, those who know what real chocolate is, prefer the unadulterated taste of me.

The snap in how I break.

The lingering taste of me in your mouth.

The fact that you have to savor me for I don't come often (kinda ironic coz I cum a lot).

The purity of who I am now, was brought upon the dirty and calloused hands of the farmers that transformed me into what I have become.

They cracked something open, left me out to dry, and peeled off my skin. Until I am left with all that is me.

I hold so much power in me, and people still prefer the foil. The saturated mixture, just to create the taste, use the essence, but is it still real?

Are you really chocolate?

I'm not a hypocrite. I want to be devoured everyday. I want to be consumed in large quantities. I want to be the chocolate that you can just eat any time of day.

But I cannot settle for someone who eats me up just to ease his hunger, no.

I do not want to be someone who you'd consume just because "it's there."

No.

I want to be the chocolate you want because you're craving. You can afford to have me. You spend time to find me. You want to eat me because I taste differently. You eat me because I make you stop craving yet you don't need so much of me.

One bite. Lingering taste. Regularly. A nice box of dark chocolate by your bedside. On your office desk. In the special part of the pantry.

That is what I want to be.