Grip your throat and rub your cunt

Make it dirty

Nothing else matters

You're bored or responsibilities

Brain frazzled and fuzzy

Fingers rubbing till you're time travelling to your first orgasm

Lip biting eye rolling

You're horny and pathetic

So fucking clingy

You'd do anything for a man that would clobber you

Grip and grope

Tease you

And make you feel sexy and alive during all of it

You're rubbing actively

Feeling shakes and shudders

You should be looking after them

You should be paying attention

You should be concentrating

But you're here rubbing and finger fucking your cunt

First bit of true pissed out bliss you've had

I spit down your throat

And tell you it's love

Your back is arched

Your legs are trembling

Shaking and shuddering

I tell you guilt and shame will come for you

And you'll cum with them

They'll rub you again and again

Back and forth back and forth

But you'll emerge at the same place

Totally fucking fixated and besotted

The goon and edge and the creamy excitement

You're so horny it bubbles up through your panties

You feel flush and shame

Can they smell how wet you are?

Who cares keep rubbing

That inflexion point moment

Where you surrender to it

That ugh fuck

Knowing you'll come back over and over

That the future you will

Remember and recollect

Deeper

Hotter

Wetter

Needier

It's the end of the year

You should be focused

But you're rubbing your cunt like mad

People are blowing up your phone

Asking you to focus

Wanting to push you to make decisions

And you're rubbing and squeezing your throat and melting

And you'd walk away from everything (that isn't life and death )

Just to feel the release

Of responsibility

Discharged

Your heart wants what it wants

The consequences of you rubbing are increasing

You still do it

It feels so end of the world good

Like it's been building for eons

That eruption

Sustained powerful

Shaking shuddering wave upon wave

You're painfully underfucked or non fucked

Your brain drifts to sticky knickers and strappy tops

Tits out and snorting my cum and drinking my piss

That ugh fuck moment

Where you realize you're a bare bones bitch in heat now

This is the kind of wet and sticky

That pulls you away from everything

You feel good

Thankful

That guilty and shame and arousal

Ugh fuck I shouldn't

But you're a needy loser

You need it

Your tits are hard

Your cunt dripping

The sounds in the background zoning in and out

Damn near Charmed by a quick witted tongue

Your head automatically moves side to side

Like a cobra

You're seduced

I tell you take off your responsibilities

Bare me tour soul

Make you feel seen and alive

You're so fucking flooded you know you should stop

You don't

You can't

The funniest thing is

The guilt

Is going to make you come back again and again

Stronger

Wetter

Achier

And over archiver in nothing

And under achiever in what your brain heart and cunt needs

You're in lust and ache

You don't want to think

Just to be acted upon

You fantasise about the zoo

Throwing yourself to the gorillaa

Only way you can get slapped and gripped and groped

You want to feel alive

You need this

Sensation building

Serving and creaming

As I mindfuck your brain box

When I grip your throat

You beg for stupidity

You're a horny bitch in heat

I pull your hair and you pull your own

You twitch and untwitch

Flush red face

Absolutely soaked

Lusting and wanting

You fucking need this

Cum like a whore and thank me

Feel the guilt and shame and relief as you cave in

Noticing it gets deeper

Hotter wetter

You're in full blown giddy

Safe

But mad

And it's okay

Cum hard

Edge hard

Repeat

Extend

And thank me for it.