As it is a new year, I have made some resolutions that I previously have not been able to stick to. I'm in a better headspace overall so I'm hoping this time round I can complete my goals.

From the first of January, I have been an anal only, denied boy. It has been made aware to me that my cock and cunt are useless to me and others. My cock does not produce semen so there is no point in stimulating it. My cunt is an unnecessary hole due to the fact I'm a man, so it doesn't need to be used. My ass and my mouth are the only holes that are of any use.

I've been training my ass to get used to being filled as often as possible. I have been wearing my buttplug for hours a day, even whilst in public or at work. I have also started training my ass with my dildo. The first time I tried to put a dildo in my ass I ended up with really bad cramps due to my condition, but this time it went a lot smoother. No pain, just a nice stretch and my cunt leaking.

So, for the foreseeable future, my cock and cunt are off limits completely. My mouth and my ass are to be the only holes penetrated. The first couple days were fine, but once it hit day three my cock was going crazy and desperate to be touched. It was frustrating and distracting. I'm five days into the year and I'm already desperate to touch my needy little cock. My friend says the more I'm denied the more my cock will understand it is useless. I hope that's true. It's so distracting feeling it pulse and basically yell at me for it to touch it. I've just got to try my best to ignore it and hope it gets used to it.

I'm looking forward to hopefully completing an entire year without an orgasm. Or if I fail and end up cumming, I hope I have as little as possible. Still, the ultimate goal is no orgasms whatsoever, not even ruins. Completely denied and aching whilst my ass has all the fun.