It has now been 16 days since I last came or touched myself, and I am absolutely loving it. I love how it’s changing me and making me more submissive, more likely to do things I wouldn’t before. I’ve gone from not liking anal to plugging my ass almost daily. I love how full I feel, and I am complete when I am plugged. I’ve been experimenting with pup play, and learned I love being a mindless little plaything, doing whatever Sir asks of me without a worry. I also learned I like to be referred to as ‘it’ during sessions, being dehumanised, treated as a toy to please others. I just love how I feel when I’m denied.

I’ve earned six punishments this week. Three burns, writing lines, public shaming and an offline day. I don’t remember exactly what they were all for. I think the offline day was because I didn’t ask to pee when I should have (one of my task rolls was to ask permission to pee for 24 hours, I forgot once). During that day I was only allowed to go online if absolutely necessary or to talk to Sir. It was very hard but I managed to succeed. The writing lines was for wearing underwear when I didn’t have permission to.

Overall, I’m loving my rules (though I think a few more wouldn’t go amiss…) and love being a submissive toy for Sir. I can’t wait to continue being a denied cunt puppy.