I haven't orgasmed or touched myself in two weeks now. It's surprisingly been easier than I thought. My cock has of course been screaming out for attention, but I think I'm in a place now where I'm good at keeping it ignored.

A couple days ago I was convinced I was gonna give up with this whole not touching business. I'd gotten my vibe, turned it on, and just as I was about to touch it to my hopeful little cock, I was overwhelmed with a feeling of "no, this isn't right". I ended up turning the vibe off and putting it away before it could even touch me.

It was a shock honestly. Normally I'd give anything to be able to feel the strong vibrations buzzing away on my sensitive dick, but no. I physically couldn't move the vibe any closer. I just knew if I actually went ahead with it I'd be disappointing people (and most importantly, myself).

And so, my cock and cunt continue to weep, clenching and pulsing as if desperately trying to catch my hands attention. After all, that's the way my cunt should be; wet, aching and swollen.