Despite me telling my Guide I wanted to go another month on no stimulation to my cock or cunt, he had me plug it. He told me he couldn't give a shit about what I want, which was more of a turn on than I expected.

I slept with my plug in last night, and the night before that, and am expected to sleep with it tonight. My cock will remain ignored. If it is to receive anything, it will be pain.

It's been a bit of a shitty day, so part of me wishes I could cum to feel the good feelings instead of the bad ones. I know that's far out of reach though.

I'm enjoying my denied life. It feels so much better not having to worry about orgasms. They're no longer part of my life. I hope I never cum again.