Today was the first day with my Master. I was hesitant first, I didn’t think I would be into pain so much and I wanted to explore.

The first session, it was different, new and exciting! My first time using toothpaste, a toothbrush, my first time associating pain with pleasure and most importantly, my first time I edged twice instantly because of the toothpaste on my clit. A small instruction he made: Bark when you feel good. So I did. Both in real life, and online.

The entire time, I felt taken care of. I felt loved, and yes, I was my Master’s Pet, I was his play-thing but more than that! He made me feel cared and safe!

The evening session.. Wow! The best way to describe it: Intense in the best way possible. When you think of associating pain with pleasure, you do not think you’d get into that as much, but no. I really got into that. My Lovense came in the mail today. With constant edges in the evening, my Master took control of my orgasms. He decided how much I get, under which conditions and what. Then I got another instruction: Bark when you come. Loud. Today he experienced with how much to push me, I was having edges one after another, and fast (given that I had a warming gel on my clit, and everytime Lovense was on high, it burned everywhere, I was loving it) and I found myself barking automatically when I came. I found myself completely giving over to him in just a day.

In a day, I said to myself and to my Master: “I wish there was more pain.” Because I knew after it there would be so much pleasure. And to think I started this day thinking ‘I don’t know if I can, but I want to try this.’

I’m just really excited for the next days to come with my Master!