I'm ending it all within this week. All my life I had to keep my walls up to protect myself from you and now those walls just crumble. I hope you find happiness in what you've done. We have nothing to lose and this is how I want to get away from everything. You probably won't see this. So fuck you.

Mom, you're the most selfess person I've known my entire life. You gave up everything just to take care of me and protect me from what was happening in our family. Some people really just can't see what they have until they lose them in front of their eyes. I want you to know that you're worth more than being there for him all his life. Go do your thing. I wish you don’t lose that positivity in you. You really brighten up other people's lives. I'm sorry I can't be strong any longer. I wish that I could go to you - if only our circumstances were easier on us. Thank you for being strong and looking out for me until the end. Iyabu.

To the real friends until the end, I really appreciate every moment we shared. You guys were there when I showed my flaws and you supported me. I wish we could have met earlier. Playing games was my escape from reality and you guys helped make a lot of memorable moments. Gamers do respawn, unfortunately for me it's game over. I hope you guys continue to look out for each other like family.

To my old friends, I couldn't ask for anyone else to call mga kapatid. But we got busy over time and di na tayo nakakapag-usap. Miss ko na kayo. Sana pwede ko kayo lahat pagsamahin ngayon kasi ang tagal na natin di nakumpleto. Sorry ganito yung last chika ko sa inyo. Sana maging successful kayo lahat very soon. I love you so much guys.

I can't even write anything else anymore. You broke me dad. Fuck you. I hope you suffer from this.