I've never felt was it was like to make a woman orgasm. I'm too small for any of the few women I've ever been with. They weren't super tight, but they also weren't super loose. I want to give myself to a woman who makes it so that I never get to experience giving a woman an orgasm with my little dick, never feel a truly tight pussy, never know what it's like to be with a woman who likes what I have in my pants, and never again experience sex that isn't sloppy seconds. I want to let her cheat on me unconditionally, and I don't get to have a say in the rules of our sex life. I only ask that our love and relationship is real, and that she actually enjoys the way making me feel cucked and small makes her feel. I want for this to be something that brings you joy, that you're into. I know it'll be difficult, but I'm ready.