I've noticed something about myself and it's time to start making a change now that I have noticed it.

Ever since the start of the pandemic and being sent to work from home, my social skills diminished to near nothing. Coercing myself to go out and have fun and talk with people has helped dramatically. However, I still have a hard time with it. I'm not sure if just anxiety? Or if it's about worrying how someone will react? Or what exactly is causing this in me.

I used to call myself an extroverted introvert. Someone who can go out, have fun, be the life of the party. But when I come home, I need alone time to recharge. Now it's almost like I'm reserved, in fear that someone won't like me. But what's interesting is that I don't care if you like me or not. As Jason Mraz said "I don't care what you might think about me. You can vibe without me if you want".

This is something that I'm going to be working on, and I hope those that are willing to talk with me, will work with me and know that it's not for a lack of wanting to talk, rather a lack of remembering how to be better at socializing.

Anyway, I didn't know where else to put this, so hear ya go!