I haven't signed into this account for months, and I still am floored by messages that I am still receiving. Thank you so much for all your kind messages, especially surrounding covid-19. I work in a major city, so we have been hit pretty hard, and that has been tough on me mentally and physically. Not only are we asked to work extra hours, we have been expected to work with less protective gear at times, and only the sickest of sickest patients are in the hospital now. It is exhausting, and I am so burnt out.

Otherwise, I am doing alright. I was never upfront with my mental issues here because I loved always being a smiley ray of light for you all, but the main reason why I quit reddit was due to anxiety and depression. I have been working on myself more since quitting reddit, but covid-19 was a huge punch in the face for me mentally.

I wanted to post a picture for you all, but I have been nervous to do so. Maybe I will gain the courage to do so again as I am a little curvier these days than I used to be (okay, fine, I only gained 10 pounds, but a lot of it went to my ass and thighs). Hehe.

I love you all!