If you find your way here, welcome.

I know that maybe no one else will see this. Or maybe someone will and you won't bother reading it. But I felt like I needed to put down this moment into words regardless.

I had another reddit account but I decided to make a new one.

The old one had a good 54 karma, a modest amount from friendly comments I made on NSFW posts.

I felt like I did well in curating the NSFW subreddits and users that I wanted to follow.

The chat box is full of messages with users too many to count.

This morning, I felt like I just needed a fresh start.

I want this account to say both to me and to whomever you might be: "I want to desire well."

Whenever I want to write something secret, I'll write here. Whenever I want to desire without lapsing into habit or excess, I'll look here.