Part 1

4-1-24 So I should probably start this off with a bit of a backround into my situation. My husband and I have been together since 2013 and married since 2017. We have dabbled in quite a few taboo lifestyles over the years that never really lasted long for us. Either we started it and it fizzled out or it wasn’t quite what one or the other of us were looking for. Recently we discovered a bit of a mix of a few different things that have excited us both and we have really connected with. I have discovered that I thoroughly enjoy being degraded and used. Used not only by my husband but by other men as well. I have found that this dynamic makes me wetter than I have ever gotten before in my life. I enjoy the validation that sleeping with other men gives me even though I know they don’t care about me at all and are only interested in my holes. We have been doing this dynamic for about a month. There was a two week hiatus in between due to personal reasons but last night was my first venture into meeting a man that I found on a dating site. I have always been a bit nervous to meet up with randoms simply because it’s a bit scary. My personal goal has been to move past my mental hangups and to allow myself to enjoy really just being used. My husband degrades me during our sexual times at home and the fact that I enjoy being used like a whore really give him a lot of ammunition to really put me in my pathetic place beneath him. Now I am on a few different dating sites and I found one on a site and after talking for a short 20 mins or so we had met up. I told him flat out that I found him sexy and I wanted to know what he felt like inside of me. He said he normally never does this and “fuck it” and we ended up meeting in a parking lot. The plan was to fuck in the back seat of my car. He messaged and asked that I be ready in the back seat when he got there and I was so willing to be ready for him. I was very excited and my pussy was clearly showing that as I was soaked for him. I had taken off my pants and was spread eagle waiting for him. He climbed in and started to take off his shoes and pants. As he was doing that I grabbed his cock and started stroking it, I was pleasantly surprised by the size and girth he was carrying. It was amazing. I then grabbed a condom and he told me to put it on him while he was undressing which I gladly did. Anything to help speed up him being inside of me. ( I will break this into 2 parts as it is a bit long)