Have you ever just wanted to do something that’s wrong, but you’re extremely turned on by the thought of it?

I’m there now.

Backstory, you’ve read my post and profile, you know I’m married. I love my wife, and don’t plan on leaving her. I do get frustrated with her, but who doesn’t get frustrated with their spouse. I love spending time with her.

What’s missing is affection. She doesn’t tell me I look nice. She doesn’t sit next to me in the couch. She’s not a kisser, or cuddler. Her family never showed affection, and that’s why she is the way she is now.

When we have sex, and it’s not often. She lays there on her back and says let’s have sex. She doesn’t make it easy to kiss her. She doesn’t play with my cock. She just wants me to finger her until I’m hard, which is for me to do. I have to stroke myself. Last time we fucked, I just got hard thinking about this sexy woman I say at a gas station in Vermont.

Once I’m hard, she wants me to climb on top of her and fuck her missionary. After we cum, she doesn’t want to cuddle. She just wants to roll over and go to sleep.

It’s very boring. I’ve heard it described as fucking a dead fish. Last time we had sex was February. Before that, I couldn’t tell you. Maybe it’s once a year. Been that way for a while.

As you can imagine, I’m full of pent up sexual frustration. I can’t fully blame her, I know her up bringing didn’t help. Her meds don’t help. I do get annoyed when it’s something she can change. Yes, I’ve tried to talk about it. Usually ends up in her flipping it on me or trying to gaslight me.

So, back to where I started, it can be a turn on to do something that you know is wrong.

I’m so fucking turned on thinking about stepping outside my marriage and fucking another woman. A woman who actually shows me attention or shows how much she desires me.

I don’t have a woman in mind.

Taking the first step to reach out of my comfort zone, by making post like this, or sharing my pics, is a huge first step.

I can’t believe how turned on it makes me. I’ve been jerking off constantly since I started this account. I love hearing from everyone about how much they either like my post, or like my pics. Keep it coming, and I’ll keep them cumming. I’ve got ideas for pics. It’s going to be fun.