Sometimes I get in a dirty, horny, sadistic mood. Where sitting at my desk becomes difficult and work becomes a chore. My mind starts to wonder to my past and the fun I’ve had. The fun I want to have. I think about the time a friend unknowingly responded to my craigslist post. How it would have been the perfect opportunity to rape her. To have her meet up and surprised her. To blackmail her. How I could have easily used that for my personal fun. That's an opportunity I'll never get again.

I’ll occasionally glance on reddit to find the desperate sluts stupid enough to meet with an online stranger. Thinking about stuffing and abusing their holes with objects, toys, and cocks. Throwing them on the floor and pulling them by their hair to make sure they’re properly on their knees. Using my hand to hold their mouth open so I can slide my cock in their mouth towards their throat so I can piss straight into their stomach. Using them as my personal urinal. Treating them, reminding them, they are an object and less than. Fucking their mouth and watching them suffer as they gag and choke. Seeing their eyes become bloodshot red as they run out of oxygen. Feeling their drool and snot dripping onto my cock. Giving them a break to catch their breath and admire the work I’ve done to their face as I watch their chin dripping and flowing down their body. Wondering if the puddle underneath them is either from their drool, pussy dripping, or them pissing on themselves. Maybe a combination of all three. Reminding them that how much they drool on my cock is how much lube they’re going to get. So I they struggle and resists, it’s only going to make it hurt more my I shove my cock in their next hole.

I imagine the feeling of the skin on their neck as I hold them down by their throat. Ripping the panties to the side. Deciding on which hole to take first. Watching their fear as they wonder which will be chosen, with no input or choice. Wondering if their enough spit and drool to somehow lessen the impact or pain. I’ll tell you know, it’s a NO. It’s never enough. The whole purpose is for it to hurt. It will always be a painfully lose situation for them.

Hopefully this mood passes quickly. Hopefully I can get the pent up frustration, energy, and cum expelled.