The end of summer/beginning of fall is the best time to do activities where you'll be outside for a while. I'm not going to get into what I was up to with my family today but we were out walking a lot and eating good food. It was a wholesome family day. Even though I have a very sexual and romantic(not romantic in the relationship way but it's the best way to describe it) relationship with my son, we still interact normally.

I don't like sharing too much of my personal life because I want to remain anonymous and that is for me. The things my son tells me is for ME. Our routines and outings we do are all ours. This is my son. I created him, carried him for 9 months, and birthed him. Because of wanting to keep things private it can be hard to convey exactly what our relationship is like. I get the "if you were my mom I would cum all day" and it is really not like that. Sure there are times when we're just making each other cum. Times when my hand doesn't leave his dick for a couple of hours. But generally and overall we just do regular things.

There is tension and attraction but since I know it's always been there on his part. It really hasn't changed much. I didn't know my son was into me his whole life until my original post but he's always been into me. So how he feels and behaves around me is not much different. Now he just gets to explore that desire within him. I get to experience more incest. It's a win win. But in the end he is still my son and I'm his mom. He is an adult but I am still the powerful "motherly" figure. He likes under my roof and while I think I am a cool mom. It's my rules. I talk sternly when I need to and while we are lovers, he's still a young adult. He does dumb shit. Both my kids do. Just because we're fucking doesn't mean our relationship has changed. But it also means it doesn't go away if he's "in trouble" so to speak. Those are two different things. I could in one moment be getting in him about something and when that is over he is on his knees eating my ass and pussy from the back.

We were out as a family and we behaved as a family. Was I at times thinking of kissing my son and straddling him? Definitely. Could I feel his eyes and thoughts on me? Definitely. But we were just out having a good time. He was teasing his sister and we were all having a good time. The closest moment we had where it felt like something was when were walking and our hands touched and I resisted the urge to take his hand and hold it. I don't really feel the urge to shove my tongue down my son's throat in front of my family more than I feel the urge to do that to my husband in front of my kids. It's just it's own separate thing. With my kids around the most I do is give him a quick kiss. When we're alone his tongue is inside me. It doesn't feel difficult to hide because relationships are private things.

I went to a drive-in theater with just my son after that and it really felt like a date. That's when the mood and tone changed. That's when I started feeling my heart pound. He gave me his jacket to wear if it got chilly. He opened the door for me and put his hand on my thigh when he sat down. I was being very flirty. Kept talking about his handsome he was. We saw a movie together and we went in the back. Well, we saw parts of the movie. To our credit we were trying to pay attention. At one point I said, "Why'd you park where no one would see us then?" when he was saying we need to pay attention.

Now I've had plenty of drive-in sex. But my son is quite shy so it was mostly just a tension builder until we got home. I kept telling him it was alright but he was nervous and I totally get it. Being caught making out with some girl wouldn't be a big deal, but his mother. Big deal. His hand was on my thigh and my hand was on his. I leaned in and had my head on his shoulder and chest. I could literally feel his heart pounding just from that. Could feel his body react to feeling mine against his. It was all very nice. He slipped his hand down my pants and got me off a few times during the movie. I rubbed his dick but he was too nervous to let me take it out. He was like, "We're outside. Where will I cum?." I told him he could cum on napkins but I know it was just because he was shy about all of this so I just dropped it. I rubbed it through his pants though.

There is also a lot more to sensuality than touching a dick. I would put my arm around him and feel his neck and shoulder. I'd press my head into him lightly and make him feel all tingly that the woman of his dreams is doing this for him. I kissed his neck and cheek a few times when it was dark. I licked his neck and nibbled on it a bunch. He told me that he'd never felt this happy with life before.

When we got home we both showered(separately) and and regrouped on his bed. I sucked him off right away and swallowed. He ate me out and I sucked him off again but not to completion. We relaxed a bit and eventually he put on a condom and we made love. I was on top of him. He has a mirror on his closet door and it is across the room and I could see ourselves in the reflection and we looked so fucking beautiful.