I love sex. I love sucking and fucking. But for me and my relationships it is a lot more than that. I feel like this is lost lately. In talks with my son, daughter, office boy, or younger people I've had talks with in general. Sex and relationships seems very cheap lately. We are so connected through the internet and globalization but we don't really connect. People talk to people and ghost them so fast.

There's nothing wrong with meaningless sex. If two people decide to have a fun night and not contact again, fine. But there is just a weird disconnect lately. It's like people can't communicate. People can't keep up conversation. I do realize that I am quite attractive. I'm a beautiful woman and there are benefits to that. But if we're being honest there are beautiful women EVERYWHERE and I've seen lots of beautiful young women and men struggle. People like me because of my aura and the way I make them feel. Anyone can be beautiful or good in bed but making someone feel seen, heard, and safe is what keeps them. I cuddled naked in the sheets with office boy today and he told me that he's never felt safer and I honestly do get that a lot.

It makes me kinda sad. Why can't everyone just make everyone feel safe.