I'm quite glad to know people are interested in things not related to my son or incestuous relationships. Those relationships, especially my son are very personal to me. I can talk about living with a band for a few weeks and being their personal fuck doll during that time(to be young and dumb lol) but talking about my son takes a lot for me.

I'm off to bed soon but I just want to briefly explain what happened with office boy. Yes. He put it inside me. Well he took it out and I put it inside me. Without getting too personal about our talks. I don't share too much that isn't important but I talk to him quite a bit. We talked before any of this. But he's into magic and yes I do tease him about how religious he is and how he loves magic. I call him a heathen or "my favorite heathen/sinner" lol. He will show me card tricks or things where he'll "read my mind." I'm only saying this because when I took it out of his pants I said something along the lines of, "I'll make it disappear" before putting it inside me.

He was shaking. He wasn't wearing protection. He didn't cum in me. He felt all of me entirely. I hugged him while was inside me. We didn't fuck. He hardly moved. The whole thing was maybe 2 minutes. It was nice. He was overwhelmed over how tight and wet it was.

The sweet thing he told me was that he doesn't feel guilty about what we do. He said when he looks at women and gets excited or has "not so pure thoughts" about women or makes him feel guilty and sinful but he just doesn't feel that with me. He says it's because this is something I clearly want and he's not imposing himself or being a creep inside his head. I told him it was okay to think about anything and it's your actions that make you weird. I know he feels how he feels but you can think about whatever you like. He told me that while he knows what he's doing with me is something sinful it just feels better than how he usually feels when he does greater sins. This is how he worded it. Lying or hurting someone is a greater sin(this is me summarizing his rambles lol) but what we do isn't hurting anyone. When he says something rude or lies he feels further from God. But when he's with me he doesn't feel any further from God.

After all of this he told me that when he first started working here and he saw me that he thought I was the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen. He said he sometimes pinches himself because he can't believe this all happening. That he can open his phone and see my body and things I took only for him. Or that he can just kiss me. He considers me a blessing and thinks what we're doing has only helped his self esteem and overall self worth and that he doesn't feel any bit of religious guilt over it. He actually invited us(me and husband) to his church.