I've had issues on here lately that make me consider not posting again. Being someone who puts themselves out online can get great and horrible reactions. I get a lot of positivity, don't get me wrong. I'm glad to help people or make people feel good. I know a lot of people project their Mommy fantasies onto me and if it is respectful I don't mind.

I don't think this post will be all that long because feelings I've felt, I've described in previous posts on r/incest . I feel nice and cozy with my boy and it's such a good feeling. There aren't many new news I could post about. I feel as if I've opened up my head and poured everything into these as well as I could.

Do I enjoy being sensual and erotic? Yes. But the purpose of these posts isn't porn. I'm not here to detail every thrust and orgasm.

But the oral sex happened pretty naturally. We've basically done everything else. He's eaten me out. I've jerked him off. He's been inside my ass and pussy. He's came in my mouth. So the actual blowjob didn't feel like such a leap but it felt special. It felt special because it was his first request and the thing he was very nervous about. I think it has to do with my face and him seeing me. He could put it inside me somewhere else and not be actively looking at me. One could say he could look away while I suck him but it just felt more personal to him.

We were kissing. I was naked. He had recently eaten me out and we were just in bed fooling around. I eventually ended up resting my cheek on his inner thigh and I was jerking him off. He was touching the side of my face and caressing me. I took his hand and put his two fingers in my mouth and sucked them while I jerked him off. It's something I've done before. I'll hold his hand next to his penis and bob my head on it.

I've made him cum just from that before. No penis stimulation at all. Just sucking on his fingers and licking them and he cums. These are becoming more and more personal to me as our relationship grows. Things I would share about our interactions in early posts I don't want to now. It feels like they are ours. I don't regret my early posts but there are things we've done or words we've exchanged that I'll never share.

He told me he was really for it and I smiled so big. I tried my best to contain my excitement because I didn't want to freak him out. I kissed him on the mouth and then went back down and sucked on his finger some more. We kept eye contact the whole time. I felt really proud of him for how far he's come. As a person who loves him I felt special to be able to know how in a way I wouldn't have gotten to know him had we never done this. It's beyond sexual. We've always been close and he's always been a momma's boy but our souls are bonded in a different way now. I also had that feeling of being the grossest and most disgusting mother to ever walk the earth. I feel a lot. I don't think I'll ever fully shake the, "This is wrong" feeling. I don't even know if I want to.

I put him in my mouth for a couple seconds and he immediately started shaking and breathing heavily. I took it out and went back to sucking on his fingers. I kind of held his hand next to it and went back and forth between the two. He was moaning and just full body jittering. I felt powerful that my mouth was causing all of this. I was also giving him positive affirmations. I was telling him how much I love him. "I love you, baby." "I'm so glad you're mine." "Making you feel good makes me feel good."

He didn't last that long and he ended up cumming while I was sucking his finger and it got on my shoulder and back. He cleaned me up and we just cuddled for a bit after.

This was a bit ago and since then I've given him a few more blowjobs. A notable one was two nights ago. The house was empty and I sucked him off in the kitchen on my knees. I've always had a big mommy kink so being in the kitchen preparing food and just getting on my knees to service my son satisfied that a lot. He knows I like this sort of thing so he played into it and called me a great mom.

That's all I feel like sharing. Not saying this is the end. But this feels like a wrap up on my initial posts. Thank you all for reading ❤️❤️😘😘