I've mentioned before that he plays instruments and sings and I've always been supportive. He rarely tells me who or what his songs are about. But today I heard him singing a song in his room.

I'm not going to divulge any lyrics because this is personal. I feel comfortable talking about my son in relation to me. There are things about my family that I never discuss and I keep things very vague. I only mentioned music because it was in relation to me.

But he wrote a song about me and I can't post exactly why but I know it's about me. He wrote about my green eyes. He wrote about the way I make him feel safe and understood. I've not asked him about it. If he wants to tell me he wrote the song for me then that is nice. He's written songs about me before but nothing so blatantly personal. I guess personal to me because of what I know. If someone from an outside perspective heard the song they wouldn't assume, "This guy wants to fuck his mom." But I know it and I'm that it's like our own secret code that no one else knows.

The song is poetic and indirect but I know who he's talking about. I know the feelings he is talking about because I've felt them to. I've felt his naked body relax in my arms. I've felt his lips on mine. I've heard his deep thoughts while my legs were wrapped around his waist. I know it's for me and I feel so special.