I've never felt bound by the constraints of social constructs. Even beyond incestuous sex. I just have never taken what is the "acceptable" approach. I just do what I enjoy. I am aware of the societal taboos or incest and it DOES turn me on but for the most part I enjoy the closeness of incest. It's knowing that this person shares blood with you. This person is part of your family and knows and is accepted by other people you love. Taboo is hot but it's deeper than that to me.

I'm in no way this "pure" girl a lot of comments and messages seem to think I am. I've had kinky sex. I've had large orgies. I've had two dicks in my ass at once. I've been fisted. I have fisted. I've pegged men. I've been around and it's all been on my own terms. What a "lady" should do has never been taken into account by me. Obviously all of my sexual encounters involve consenting adults but I just don't care. Who cares if something is weird. Of the men I've pegged most of them said they had interest but never felt comfortable enough to tell someone. And if they told someone and it happened then they'd be seen as less of a man. I've never cared about any of this. What is a "man" what is a "woman." I've always been friendly and open to do things maybe I'm not so into but the other person is into(as long as I'm comfortable).

I've never cared about what the sex means or where it places me in society. I've given a good amount of my close male friends oral sex and have slept with them too. But I've slept with most of my female friends. Society would see the female friends as not a big deal but the male friends as my "value" being dropped. I just have never cared about this. If I love someone I want them to feel good. For me, if a close friend of any gender asked me to make them cum I would just do it because I love them I don't feel as though I'm losing value.

I feel like we treat sex with too much importance but also not enough importance. Sleeping with a random stranger is alright but hooking up with your friends who you know are safe and have your best interest in mind is more "slutty." I've always been free. It has transcended all of my relationships whether that be my son or my husband. Even beyond sex I think I am quite loving. I just enjoy giving relief and release to my loved ones. And most of the time that isn't solved by a blowjob. It's listening even if you've been working all day. It's dropping food off at their house because they've said they are too busy to cook. For me, sex is an extension of that. I've always thought, "I love this person so why wouldn't I want to bring them to orgasm?" And I've never cared how it is seen.