Want to begin by saying that this was definitely when I was an adult.

Just wanted to share a quick memory.

The age gap between us was 7 years. She was more a family friend than a babysitter. She watched me when I was young but when I was old enough to watch myself she didn't. But we did have that babysitter relationship in my youth. She'd tell me to go to bed at a certain time and prepare me food. I don't think it's wrong to admit that I had a crush on her. I think it's perfectly okay and normal for a kid to have a crush on an adult. It's when it's the other way around, that's when problems arise.

She was/is gorgeous. She was black with soft creamy looking skin. That's the best way I can describe it. You could just look at her and know her skin was soft. She had long curly hair and always smelled nice. I used to cuddle up close to her just because I liked being near her and smelling her. It wasn't really sexually driven. It could be compared to my son's crush on me when he was that age. You don't think of sex and form that. You just think the lady is pretty and nice and being around them makes your heart flutter.

Jumping ahead. I was 20 and she was 27-28. I was at a family event and my family is close with her family so she was there. Honestly her whole family is like a second family to me. I know her siblings well and spent a lot of time with her brother that was closer to my age. She was there with her boyfriend and I won't go into much detail as it's personal and unimportant but the vibe between us was just different. I don't know if it was because we hadn't sent each other for a while or if I really looked like an adult to her then. I'd been in college and working and growing up and hadn't had much time. We started talking and I still was very much attracted to her but I didn't count on it going anywhere. But she started flirting with me and I flirted back. Her boyfriend was there and I started flirting with him in small ways just to test the waters. If she'd had not liked it I would have stopped. I was no stranger to sex by that time. I'd already had sex many times and was sleeping with my uncle.

I remember she complimented my eyes and my curves. I complimented her hair and butt. Her boyfriend said I was cute. After the event we went out to eat and there was just so much damn tension. We were sharing the same side of the booth and she had her hand on my thigh and we kissed there. We went back to her place and kissed. This was so spur of the moment and it was a while ago so it is kind of a blur but I remember when I pulled her skirt and panties down she had a trim landing strip down there. I fingered her and went down on her and she was orally pleasing her man. I put him in my mouth and she started going down on me. He was pretty handsome as well; tall, dark skin, nice jawline. But I was mostly just exhilarated to be with her. I literally never thought this would happen. It was like hooking up with a teacher or something. I remember she commented how she'd only been with one girl before me.

This was one of the rare real threesomes I'd been involved in. Usually if you're having sex with two other people it's not like you are fucking two people constantly. It's more like one goes in while another taps out and relaxes. Lots of water breaks and such. It's no typically an hour of constantly being double teamed. One might be smoking off the side while you're riding the other. But with this I was bent over while he was fucking me and my head was between her thighs. He was grabbing my ass and spanking me. Her hands were on my breasts. It was just a lot. Emotionally as well. When it's someone who took care of you they go in the sort of maternal category in your head so being able to please her and taste her pussy was satisfying. It was like it was my turn to take care of her. I did enjoy sleeping with her boyfriend but I was moreso getting off to HER getting off to it. When he first put it inside me she was right there watching it go inside and was all squirmy and wet about it. I was bent over and she spread me open so she could see fully and it was just everything I wanted. I made my former babysitter whimper and moan for me.

We had sex again and continued the sexual relationship even after that. Her boyfriend is now her husband and it's been a while but I'd bet if I called she'd want it again.