My son told me that when he was little and he'd fall on his knee or hurt himself, he'd feel almost happy because he knew I'd kiss the spot that hurt. I don't want this to come across as predatory on my part or as if I intended to this result. He said he never felt more loved than when I'd ask him where it hurt and tend to it if it needed it and give the area a kiss.

I of course never saw the side he saw of it. He was a boy and I wasn't thinking of it in that way. Lots of mothers do that. But to him it was special and something he cherished. He told me that he wished he would accidentally hurt his mouth so he could get a real kiss from me and it's really cute and sweet. It's really a lot to take in to be his mother AND his first real crush.

Now he is an adult an out relationship is different but it also feels the same. It just feels like an extension of what we already had. Sure we kiss and explore each other's bodies. His tongue has been inside of me and all over from head to toe. But it still feels wholesome, I suppose. We are doing sexual acts but it feels deeper than that. I feel so fulfilled with the nature of our relationship. I don't know how long it will last or what it will develop into. He'll probably cut it off once he gets serious with a woman. I'd never want to hold him back and I am okay with it. Even if we put a stop on all physical contact we still know that we feel a deep love for each other and we know each other in a deeper way. I guess in more crass terms. Even if he stops eating me out, it doesn't change that he has done it and we just know each other so well.

I'm really proud of my son. We talk like friends at times and I'm proud of how kind and thoughtful he is. I couldn't have raised a better son