Before I begin. No, I didn't have the baby. Yes, I was over 18. I've briefly mentioned my experience with my uncle in a previous post and have gotten more in detail about it privately.

I'm not going to delve into it again but to sum it up. My uncle that lived far away was going through a divorce with his wife. I was younger, this was a long time ago. I didn't really see him all that often outside of spaced out holidays, a phone call wishing me happy birthday, and family reunions. He moved in the guest room at my parent's house. We were into each other and started having sex. That is the short of it but it was pretty intense and emotional as he was going through a divorce. I was providing him relief and female connection. In any capacity I've always enjoyed being the soft feminine figure for people I love. He'd sometimes cry in my breasts and I'd rub his back and tell him it was okay. I really think a lot of men don't have a place they can do that, even without sex. Just a comfortable place to feel something unsuppressed and without fear of looking weak and that moment changing how you're seen.

Anyway, at this point we'd been having sex pretty consistently. I really learned myself sexually with my uncle and felt like I truly got fucked for the first time with him. I'd had my ass fucked before but when be did it it was like "wow he fucked me." Same with pussy.

I'd always had a really big fear of pregnancy. In fact my journey with anal originated out of fear of pregnancy. I wanted to be fucked and to feel a dick inside me but I was terrified of getting pregnant so I was always the "stick it in my ass" girl. That's not to say I didn't have vaginal sex. I was just always careful when doing so.

Now I want to be clear. I don't necessarily have a breeding/inbreeding kink. Though talk I've been having with a friend has gotten me really into the idea but at the time, especially being young college aged, I had no interest in it. I'd been sleeping with my uncle for a while. This particular time we were on the couch at my parents house and I was on top riding him. "Riding" used loosely because I was just getting fully fucked. I'm really small compared to him and he had my hips in his hands and was just plowing up into me. I wasn't really moving and it was more like riding a bowl where I didn't really have control of it. I was fully in heaven as always. We were getting nasty. I was licking his tongue and face and spitting in his mouth.

Now I was young and not as responsible. Usually I'd be on birth control or use protection but this was a spur of the moment fuck. The reason behind it was because he had been talking with his wife and he really thought that maybe they were making things right again. We had stopped having sex for a short while but it ended up not working. I remember walking in the house and seeing him crying on the couch. Not fully sobbing but you know that cry when men are holding back and just quietly sniffling and holding their face in their hands. I just sat down next to him on the couch and hugged him. This wasn't because of our attraction to each other or a move to get him inside of me while he was vulnerable. I just wanted to be there for him as his niece, family, and person who loves him.

I just held him and told him I loved him and that regardless of the outcome he'd be okay. I said he's a good man that will receive good things. I don't want to paint his wife/my aunt as a villain because they did end up back together. They were having issues and neither of them were perfect. The breakup was mutual. I hugged him and he slid his hands up the back of my shirt and stared feeling on my skin and my bra. And I knew he'd been wanting to hold off on the sex so I just asked him, "Are you sure?" And he said yes. We'd had some "rough" sex before but this started pretty sensual and soft and as it went on it got more and more intense. He had me bent over the arm of the couch fucking me from behind and spanking me. At one point he just lifted me up and was fucking me.

While I was riding him and he was just thrusting he told me he was going to cum. We'd had unprotected sex before but it was during the proper time. I knew the risk but I just told him to cum inside of me because I really wanted it and I knew it'd feel great for him. He did it. And I swear I just knew I was pregnant. I could feel the fucking pressure from his cum shooting off from the inside I just thought to myself, "Damn, I'm pregnant."

Later I got tested, test was positive, and I got an abortion. I could have taken the pill I suppose but when it comes to childbearing and womanhood. It's really not an easy choice. I don't think any woman is is like "yay abortion." It's an emotional experience even for the pro choice like me. You really start to think about how there is life growing inside of you and that biologically this is your purpose. It's a really trippy thing. I mean the human race would not carry on if breeding and childbearing didn't feel so primally natural. But I don't really want to go into that as the abortion situation felt invasive and made me sad. I never told my uncle about it either.

But I will admit. The moment I realized I was pregnant. I did feel disgusted about carrying an "incest baby" but I also felt extremely naughty. It made my incest kink grow even bigger that day. I've fantasized now about my son impregnating me. It's just so naughty to think that I carried my uncle's seed and we did the thing man and woman are supposed to do. So while "pregnant" if you can call those early stages that. I did touch myself and look at my stomach and imagine forbidden life growing in there. But obviously I handled it and it was the better choice. I love my life right now.

I don't want any pro life BS in the comments. And don't flood the comments with "please invite me to the group." I mainly leave it to the mods

Also apologies for any typos. This was fully on mobile