A lot of people are intrigued but still can't quite grasp the kind of relationship I have with my son, husband, and any current or previous lovers/sexual partners. Some don't agree with it, some strive to get there but can't see themselves doing it, and some are fully on board.

I just have always loved in my own way. I've never considered social constructs when choosing how I love someone. I've always done whatever my body told me to do. I've said it before but I've always been the kind of girl to in an emotional moment with a completely platonic friend. I'll hug them and slide my hand down their pants and more can happen. This is regardless of gender or attractiveness. I just think, "I love this person so I want them to feel amazing."

This is not to say I am "easy" or "slutty." I hate those words and the connotations they carry. Even if someone does fit the definition, why should it matter? I am in fact very selective. I don't really take interest in hooking up with strangers or shallow interactions. It seems like people tend to be more willing to give their everything to a stranger over a trusted friend and it has never made sense to me.

This fuel behind this post is to address the "your husband is a cuck" messages I've received. He is not but even if that were the case, it's a fine kink to have. People say "cuck" and mean a weaker man that lets their wife walk all over them and fuck other men despite them not wanting that. If that is how you view sex, love, marriage, and romance then I genuinely feel bad for you. I'm not even offended because I've been with my husband for half my life and a lot of this comes from lonely sad people. I've said before that we do not have an "open marriage." I guess on paper, yes, our marriage would fall under that but I guess we just go with our feelings and our love. My husband has never cheated on me. I've never cheated on him. If he's been out and slept with a female friend or something happened, he always tells me about it and we talk about it excitedly. Does that make me a cuck? It's really a sexist way of thinking.

I think a lot of people would be a lot happier if they just looked within themselves and defined love however they defined it. If it is part of you to be fully monogamous forever and live a traditional life then by all means, do it. But if you seem intrigued by my relationships and thoughts on things then maybe you need to define it yourself. I've always been this way. My incest kink is really just an extension of this. The taboo and inherent biological wrongness is all fun but I get so much more from it.

My son is a man I birthed and created. This grown adult who lives and breathed and has a place in other people's lives would not be here without me. I taught him to walk and talk. He used to accidentally let his shoe get untied at school and walk around with loose laces all day because he was too shy to ask anyone but me to tie them for him. I love my son and of course I want him to feel amazing. I get that abuse with incest happens a lot. I would assume that if you took the percentage of all incestuous encounters that ever happened, the majority of them would be abusive. But this obviously isn't happening with my boy.

Don't be upset with me but continue to read every word I write. Just live your life. My husband is not a cuck and I've never done anything non-consensual with my son or anyone for that matter.