My posts are very summarized and tend to just cover the general idea of events that happen. But I wanted to take the time to bring up something that I really enjoy. I am well aware that people jerk off to my posts and just see me as a sexual object or something to feed their next JO session. I am not trying to write porn. I stray from that. I receive so many messages asking why I "rush the sex parts" and it is because my posts are not porn. It is just life.

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Something we've been doing that I don't really talk much about because it is passive. The events I've posted about were big things but this is just sort of a passive thing that happens quite often. I just let my boy explore my body. I'll take last night for example. I was in bed and he was next to me. He was feeling my shoulders and hip. He has explored my body a lot by now but it still feels like a rush every time.

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He was on his back and I was on my side facing away from him. I was wearing normal soft pajama pants with no underwear. He pulled my pants down to my middle thigh and just opened me up and felt around. I will admit that at times it can be awkward because it isn't really sex per se. We're not kissing or being intimate in that way. I will just be laying there and he is spreading me open and getting a close look at my vagina. Just poking and prodding and sticking fingers inside. I tend to shave a lot but last night I had some hair down there and he was saying how he likes how I look with hair on my pussy. It feels intimate in a way that is more than just making out and feeling each other up. He was just using his fingers and opening me and tasting his fingers. He complimented everything about what he saw. He said I have a great ass, asshole, pussy, and thighs. It is just something we do that can happen anywhere. If we are alone on the couch he'll just feel me up.