The other day I was taking a memory trip down through a lot of previous virtual and online relationships. One that was distinctly remembering happened over 10 years ago. That was when I first started dabbling in posting on Craigslist to find someone who just wanted to do something that was more online than anything else. I still had not the good feelings of dipping my toes in the water of physical relationships at the time.

One of the first ladies I explored this stuff with was K. She lived not more than 15 miles away from me. Her husband and her were in the finals moments of a marriage that had gone cold long ago. We started to chat and found we had a wonderful thing that was starting.

The relationship went from emails to google chat. Spent many days with an erection from being turned on and she spent a lot of time with wet panties. We fed on each other with turning the other one on and having a way to pass the day away in a fun and flirty way.

That relationship only lasted about 3 months in total. I still don't know why it slowed down and cooled. I still have the correspondence from our chats. I don't think we sent any nudes back and forth. This was sort of in a time that it wasn't as easy to snap selfies and send them via text or other methods. Matter of fact, I think I only saw one picture of her. So it truly was an online relationship with nothing more than the thrill of turning each other on with our words.

As much as I want that physical relationship, I can almost see myself relying on phone chats, sexting, and other forms of messaging. I guess the introvert in me just doesn't really care about the physical but damn, I still love that as well.

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