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It was the impact
Scraping of the skin
An unexpected fall
Then the biting sting
The warmth and yet a numbness
Standing up, pushing back the pain
I knew the damage was done yet I continued on
This journey is not easy
Not for the faint of heart
And each day I find myself sleuthing
My purpose and the inner desires I seek
To have another care and love me
Yet behind closed doors exposing the most vulnerable parts of me
Receiving pain and pleasure
But all I see to find is disasters
This warmth from my scraped hand and my torn knees a reminder to me of the very life I have
How fragile and weak I am behind this facade of strength I've erected to protect myself
And yet it's slowly cracking, crumbling before my eyes
All the things I've ever been told only to find out they were lies
I want something real, something tangible
I don't want a night of fun or someone who just benefits from being around me
And I bleed
I bleed for all the pain I've ever went through
I bleed as a reminder I'm still fighting
I'll find that in which my heart desires
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