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so instead of my typical kelly HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

i had to go with sis mariana instead because i've mentioned this freakin playlist over and over and over again. and it just wasn't 'done' yet. it wasn't done cooking. and i was sifting through the music tea leaves and observing as it was building.

but today it is finally done.

BUM BUM DE DUMMMMMMMMMMM.

FINALLY THE SYNERGY PLAYLIST IS COMPLETE

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i already talked about this in a previous entry of mine but i feel it makes more sense to just coalesce it all here.

so this one was birthed in another playlist i was making...i honestly forgot what it was at this point because it's been so dang long. but it was a playlist where the music vibe and videos of the music was supposed to be focusing on only one side of the coin of the daddy/little girl dynamic.

and yet i kept kept kept referencing songs that i thought fit this playlist, however i was thinking to myself why are they always a guy and a girl on the track. i'm trying to make this playlist..i forgot if it was for the girlies or for the guys...it was one or the other..but i kept seeing these blended songs pop up in there.

and i was like what is going on with that?

and then i was like hum maybe i'm picking up on the songs that focus on the passion and the intimacy...but then i came across songs that fit it that were more slower, or more silly, or more goofy.

and as it started to unravel i realizeddddddddddd OH. IT'S JUST ABOUT THE DYNAMIC IN SONG FORM PERIOD.

i always stand ten toes on unless the people in the relationship are asexual, most bdsm people are more hypersexual than the regular/vanilla person. so the hot and heavy songs came in a lot because a lot of that is just naturally going to happen..but it was the nuance i was pulling up that really helped me hone in on it.

just like the other playlists i've made that i've shared in my past posts, this one is probably still going to be built upon. i have over 5k songs in my library and i'm sure one day in the future one will come on that i haven't heard in months or years and it'll hit like

THAT'S THAT DADDY/BABY/LITTLEGIRL DYNAMIC RIGHT THERE..SPECIFICALLY THE SYNERGY BETWEEN THE GUY AND THE GIRLIE. save to playlist. haha

so i feel they are never really 'done'. but when i feel these playlists i build are done they are foundationally ready to be dispersed into the internet.

and man that one was at the tip of my mental tongue for quite awhile. so cheers for that.

i had a few other playlists that really lost their steam and just kinda are almost dead instead of being released. i feel like the only one i've been building that hasn't come out yet is the friggin BDE one about how i see the guys perspective not as a guy. i keep thinkin it's probably taking so long because i'm not a man and slightly more separated from it than the other ones. the babygirls talking their shit was some of the most easiest and simplest one to make because it's just recognizing me in other sisters in the music industry. now when the BDE one is done though that's going to be just super awesome.

but until then i'm feeling very accomplished that i got this one done.