while editing this, at the end of this i said it was going to take me 2 days to do this....

it in fact took me near a week to do this.

lol.

the opposite of baby megan's lyrics: "he sweatin like it's been a few hours, it only been a few minutes".

but coming up with the connections, added with a little flowy thoughts sidetrails and hyperfocusing on specifics, and discussing a concept about letting go of decades long terms for something newer will do that.

i talk for about even edited down a whole hour on this. i don't think there's much writing to add.

except all of this came to me when i was listening to a sage elder or if you want to call him a wizard you can call him a wizard on youtube was giving some deeper meaning and esoteric dissection of the psalms 121 for safe passage and travels and then it hit me like bunch of bricks in the best way that caretaker is dead....and because i orient to daddies i framed it as daddies are keepers not caretakers, but it applies to all the big identities in this slice of the scene/identity/roles as well that i had it.

and so here it finally is. and over here in this house in these parts i'm just going to in any context when it comes to talking about frameworking their roles putting it in a sense of keeping shading and not caretaking.

https://preview.redd.it/q8ktajqwm0ad1.jpg?width=281&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=6c982359b1bebb4b74c3ba5b11566839fadee8c9