i had this understanding and concept in me for fucking weeks but it was never the right time to start putting it out.

and then fucking baby playlists did what us babies do and said MEMEMEE and busted out when i wasn't expecting that yet.

but i finally got to recording my next storytime note and completed it and i feel like muttley over here.

https://i.redd.it/pp58i7uwt49d1.gif

i wish i could just press end record and upload that bitch but especially since i like to layer music and frequencies and have the planets fucking allinging and all this woo woo shit that's not how it goes.

but i'm excited the heavy lifting bit is done. my phone just made a notification noise after i finished typing that sentence out. that checks. ding on the spirit noise there.

anyway excited to be delving deep into the subject of the ageplay/ddlg/whatever i don't like those terms lexicon adjustment:

from caretaker to keeper/being a shade on the persons dominant hand since not all of us are right handed. and being the weirdo i am i am not right handed so it's not being a shade on the right arm for me but the left arm.

some real juicy good stuff going on there.

and very excited at least for me i can throw that useful but garbage term of a word out and in future conversations/references/writings/audios/etc. i'll only be referring to daddys and mommies as keepers or shades. feels right feels good. would be nice if we all could get on the program but it's ok if we don't. the deeper meaning of why and the context of it is coming and i'm excited to dive deep into why this is a more accurate and aligned word to use to describe this personality/lifestyle role/behavior/frame of mind.

https://preview.redd.it/eos0a1xyt49d1.png?width=640&format=png&auto=webp&s=c68b4d1b91bc81378fd0654a54542eef590382a0

i've been on a big ronin warrior anime tip(we love stories and media in this house where men can fight and cry and be confused hurt and have real ass emotions but still be manly) lately and honestly ryo's transformation moment can be a good visual representation of this too.

https://preview.redd.it/rk3lb1y4u49d1.png?width=938&format=png&auto=webp&s=19b75dedf53fc4b7c41a680454a194e2eb6e08ca