i tend to be more of a structured fixed person than a free flowy person even though that part of me is changing as i get older. i honestly had a feeling that the playlists i first created were going to be done before the newer ones and i'm surprised it didn't end up that way.

the brat space is only i tend to only dip in and out of. i tend to love the right safe kind of AU THOR A TAYYYYYYYYY(i don't like south park, but i like how that meme says it) and tend to just like people and men that are so overbearing that thinking to try to topple that is just silly and it's pretty easily quenched. i have a few platonic female mentors of mine that are dominants and when they get in that mindset either with other students or just in general in a non kink setting it's quiet impressive and always makes me go uwu. and this being a personality and just a way i contextualize life it just naturally switches even outside of relationships as well in my brain.

but i occasionally have those vibes and jussh-es and moments. and it's a fun space to be in.

because it's not a natural 24/7 thing for me i when this was first starting had a problem deciphering the difference between a little baby girl talking her shit like my other playlist i shared and claiming what we are, how we act, how others perceive us, and what we do and do well unapologetically and the brat..but then i realized the brat is doing it with more push back and more playfulness, and more wildness, and more fireyness. and since i tend to think most baby and little girls me including are more firey than the vanilla woman it's a bit confusing to be like..oh even more than this? yeah..even more than this.

i love the images youtube music created for the playlist because i feel it captures the vibe perfect.

i feel i did it right even though it's not my 24/7 headspace. i've checked in with other friends of mine that are more brat little girls and they said they resonated with some of the choices i've made so i hope that it really flows and as drag performers of all genders and us drag hags say give what needed to be gived.

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there are so many songs i could highlight here i feel like i'd be ending up highlighting the entire shit.

but the 2xc by bree runway really speaks to me. she LITERALLY self identified on instagram with a brat text on her phone a few days ago and i said to myself.

I ALREADY KNOW. I ADDED YOU ON THIS PLAYLISTS WHEN I FOUND YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SECONDS AND THAT WAS WEEKS AGO EVEN THOUGH YOU'VE BEEN MAKING MUSIC FOR WEEKS.

my identity sniffer has been like fucking gaydar lately and if there's anything (SIGH FOR THESE FUCKING WORDS) dd/lg mommmy little boy sis bro uncle cousin in you i fucking can tell within the first 5 minutes. and probably even if you are operating on i'm just vanilla with some weird ways of engaging and thinking about things lately it's been immaculately accurate.

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anyway 2xc has been heavy on my mind and i have contextualized it with nuance that it's not being being a female dominant. i feel that newer people would hear this and get that confused. this more of a challenge so the right whatever gendered person can say that's cute now get here or i'm going to cuddle with you anyway or let's try that again for the person with this attitude will be like hee i know that was a funny idea ok plop.

i also love the distortion because i've mentioned it before that the right distortion isn't noise but a mental reset to go HEAVY into away from the mundane world into this vibe and also for me it's giving starseed alien chrome vibes.

"Ecstasy
That's how you feel when you’re next to me
Don't try to come and have sex with me
Only lies straight on when you're in bed with me
Ecstasy
That’s how you feel when you're next to me
Don't try to come and have sex with me
Only lies straight on when you're in bed with me
You want a piece of me?"

i love the self identified song of tayy money brat and one of lattos side LATOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(gotta always address my sis like that) brat because the video is so literal with bondage teddy bears and the boys serving them. i said thank you because 20 years ago i didn't even think we'd get media like this for us even though i'm not really the serving type. i feel tay money stays in the brat space but latto is more of my sort of vibe where we dibble dabble and she's more of a well rounded girlie.

lastly the song dope dealer i've talked about before and one might think,

little twin stars space, why in the fuck is this here when the song is a bunch of daddies 90% of the time...and the entire song is explaining the difference between not just vanilla guys but dud daddies who don't do self work, self mastery, and work on being the best versions of themselves and those that do being what men do and being bravissimo about their skill and level?

wellllllllll it's because when nikki comes in she DESTROYS IT and her whine and pitch and assertiveness just screams BRAT.....i can't NOT put it there because when she came she came cutting peoples wigs off.

so similar to how pressurelicious is also about the synergy of the dynamic but also a baby girl talking her shit.

dope dealer is also about the synergy of the dynamic in general AND a brat baby being bratty.

to end this transmission on a more cleaned and clear palette i'm going to end with such a praise hand emoji great song ice me out by kash doll. the music video is just a baby little girls dream for real.

the entire song could be quoted but this is good enough.

that one is def. one of the many when she says nword she really means daddy which is annoying still because she not in this song but in more than one song has the balls to flat out say daddy but then switches to nwords..my only conclusion is these ladies probably don't taste the rainbow like i do and only deal with black daddies that's all i can fathom because everything sets it up to be like you use the word but the context is strictlyyyyyyyyyyy 180 from that. and half of the time the story the words the situation is very clear what you're alluding to but ok sis.

in a side note i'm also glad that we understand we live in a financial world and to be head of household and to be dominant means to have financial education and acuity and mastery. in my part of the states and where i came into the lifestyle some lazy ass dummies were running things saying that talking about money in any context means your are financial domming and real little and baby girls will care nothing about that. which ok if you want the representation of yourself as person to look like shit, you want your property to look poorly taken care of, and you don't want to strive for a comfortable lifestyle go off i guess???? but the babies of the 00s know that's fuckshit and won't stand for it. it's not easy being a lifestyle and personality dominant of any flavor including a daddy that doesn't just roleplay it for a few hours max which for a man is really pushing it and would usually translate for just say 35 minutes on a good day. but it's not for everyone and it's a thoroughbred horse way of relating being and living as i mentioned a while ago in an old ass voice note. as the dope dealer song says choose one.

"I want Tiffany, I want Angel City
I want all that shit, y'all know I be stuntin'
You know I'm so worthy, I want that bust down Rollie
You know diamonds make me feel so horny
Bad motherfucker, I got Louis for my luggage
I need money so I hustle, this ain't FakeWatchBusta
Please don't try me, I might cut ya
Kash get crazy when you touch her
She wear chains when she fuck ya
Get her charms, 'cause she lucky"

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