i was all set and ready to ted talk it up on this one song by this artist but then the flow changed, the direction redirected and here we are.

really though this revelation was super fun for me.

at first the music videos thumbnail intrigued me. as soon as i heard the first bass drop i knew it was going to be naughty time and fellow sister slut in service was going to speak her shit. but i couldn't tell if it was as it started going a song about an adult regular woman or if it had baby and little girl connotations to it too.

at first exploring it i couldn't connect to that part of me which is weird unto itself because if it's about sexy time my little girl is

head first dive in let's go

and i was trying to figure out what was the makeup of this expression of music and video. the artist brooke candy is very adult regular woman in the video too...there is no curiosity, kawaii, naivety, exploration, tenderness, coquetteness, flirty, wild, explosiveness to her.

in the video her fetish attire is on point and the poses and situations were all great but there was just this huge ass disconnect. i was in this really weird for me space of and adult bdsm lady and resonating with it as an adult bdsm lady without a little girl part of it and i just really don't naturally operate that way. i can but it just doesn't feel me, doesn't feel authentic, doesn't feel as fulfilling honest or raw or

me

but something was there...i kept exploring and i figured out i had to adjust the original song and once i adjusted the quality of the original song.

bingo! as daddy lil wayne says HI! HI! I'M TUNECHI!

(side note if that rapper/artist didn't do anything else in his career that scream and shout moment of his expression of how he says hi to the listener and introduces himself and how he races up to the camera and waves to us...shit. he did the world and the dd/lg community/slice of the pie core's world justice alone in that. less than a full sentence got it down pact. chef's kiss).

this exploration was so exciting i found the remixes and messed with them and got the tender juicy sweet spot to each of them too.

and boy..when i found it..i found it.

because either we've been there, we've heard it, we've seen it, or we know a little bit about that glorious empty headed empty thought space that us girlies in the right environment/situation/mood love to get into and the guy-ies just reveal in getting a girlie there....be it an adult sub/slave/bottom or a little or babygirl flavor that one kinda just blends across all bdsm archetype identified people.

but this song was made in a way you can actually GET THERE and get and stay there so fucking fast without anything else but the song.

Make my body dessert, make my body berserk

Make my body hurt, make my body squirt