I have not found anywhere to move into & my eviction date is here. I have to be out & return the keys by Noon Sunday.

I'll admit 😌 I have lost my positive vibes and outlook. I've been shown the harshness & cruelty of humanity. I've been shown that no ones words mean anything these days & words & promises mean nothing. That's fine, very disappointing in humanity & society. I was always taught never trust anyone and never ask for help from anyone. I have no choice but to ask for help now. It's so easy for someone to promise to help me, when that means everything to me but nothing to them?

So, I truly have no where to go. This will be the 1st time that I'll be homeless and I feel more worried for the animals i care for. Nobody came through with their promises to help me with a place to stay or money.

I have a one-way ticket to NY on the 24th. I truly can't leave my life and belongings in the bay like this after dozen years. Not sure if there's anyone out there with a kind and generous heart?

I have a storage unit to put my things in, but i can't move everything by myself & w/no truck. I need to find a place for my rescue kitty to stay when I'm evicted and a farm/ranch for my 20 rescue sheeps. Do i even bother asking for help again?

Just know the organization that was supposed to help me move & not be homeless isn't helping me &prob wouldnt have the funding for me until late January and the person that promised me $ & help; has totally ghosted me. I truly need someone to invest in me. If someone can give me a chance then i can flourish and blossom. I've been very successful my whole life w/my business but as a independent business owner everything fell apart after Covid and being evicted from my place before this one in 2022. Greed is Gross. Spend all my $ on paying rent etc during the pandemic then the previous landlord evicted me as soon as they could. Same way here, they refused to take my rent money here and discriminated against me, took me to court 4 times this year w/evictions. Said it was for a family "move in" and now is re renting it for double the price, so gotta put me on the streets 1st. Greed is Gross. Whatever, i don't give a fuck anymore, and if the person that promised me the $2500 actually came through? I could totally save my situation and get my business flowing again to save myself. I need money to make money. Money attracts Money. If that person could have actually believed in me or followed through w their word then i can have my situation turned around in a month and repay the amount within 2 months. Shame people are so stingy? Or dull and numb to the goodness that i can bring.

I'm grateful for the experiences i had this year & finding reddit that was pretty awesome, to be with men again after 7 years? But now I'm closed once more to men. I can see why i stopped talking to men for 7 years lol. Thanks for all your kindness over the months.

If there is anyone out there who is actually authentic and honest and kind, that can help me pack & move my belongings into my storage unit this week I'd be very grateful 🙏

If there is anyone out there that has a place for me to stay before the 24th I'd be grateful 🙏

If there is anyone out there who can buy my return ticket to SF after New Years I'd be extremely grateful 🙏

If there is anyone out there who can shelter my rescue cat starting Sunday I'd be grateful 🙏

If there is anyone out there that has a place for me to stay for a week or two while i find something I'd be grateful 🙏

If there's anyone out there who can offer me help without expecting something in return or thinking they own me I'd be grateful 🙏

If there's anyone out there with a kind heart ❤️ that can offer me kindness I'd be grateful 🙏

Thank you 🙏