I didn’t imagine going on this journey when I started looking at censored porn but now I’m here.

Here is the steps I took to becoming a pussy free beta bitch/sissy:

1. Made a Reddit solely for beta/censored porn so I would only see censored porn. Only jerked off to this kind of porn for awhile, convinced myself that this is what I deserve and denied myself of seeing women naked.
2. Continued to look at censored porn and found some stuff about ruined orgasms. Betas only deserve to look at censored porn and don’t deserve a full orgasm. So I ruined my orgasms for a week and started to only jerk off with two fingers. I only allowed myself to cum if I ruined it.
3. It escalated pretty quickly from here. Started to get into sissy porn. Convinced myself that I was only allowed to cum if I swallowed my cum and it had to be a ruined orgasm as well because I’m a beta and a sissy. To make it easier I would cum straight into my mouth so I wouldn’t bitch out and not eat it. This went on for another week.
4. This is where I got into chastity, I saw locktober was coming up and it peaked my interest. Now all the porn I saw was censored, sissy and now chastity. I bought myself a chastity cage. This is where I realized I don’t deserve to have an orgasm. I’ve been locking myself up trying to go longer each day and get comfortable with it. Every time that I feel an urge coming, I lock myself up. If I want to watch porn, I lock myself up. I don’t touch myself but I enjoy trying to get hard but the chastity cage stops me.
5. I haven’t cum in a week now. There’s now times where I’ve played with myself without the cage like in the shower and I’d stroke myself hard with two fingers but then I would just stop. Its involuntary now, my brain knows I don’t deserve to cum. This is where I’m at now.
6. The next step in the process I’m thinking will happen next week. I know my small clitty is useless so I’m going to lock it away for awhile if not for good. And at this time I should be 2 weeks without orgasming which I think would be good to introduce my alpha dildo I have. Since my small Cock is useless I might as well give something pleasure. I’ll practicing sucking the dildo while I’m caged of course and possibly escalate to a sissygasm as that’s the only orgasm I deserve. I’m sure I’ll get addicted to doing this as it’s what I deserve.

Please follow these steps if you want to become a pussy free beta bitch/sissy, it worked for me.

What’s the next step for me? Please share your ideas.