Feeling a little disheartened with the whole femdom front which is shame because man I would just love to just objectify someone and bully them but haven’t found anyone I positively meshed well to get that FWB/continuous thing going so maybe it’s time to be a switch and see if I can find someone to satisfy my submissive desires?

But feel tentative cause my experience has been limited with cis men general and dominant cis men specifically like, attracted to them but just so shy about it. To be submissive is to be out of control and I’m someone usually in a lot of control of my life and I don’t know how I’d fair consistently in that role. But I want it, it turns me a lot but I dunno sometimes I think about how easy it is just manhandle or rile me up like I just someone to be gentle and patient and then not so gentle and patient.