It’s a hidden fantasy for a lot time that I only feel comfortable expressing on here and through text for obvious reasons ( being that I indeed have a virgin and rather not my cherry popped when that doesn’t need to happen ) but to be used so fundamentally is arousing. To have all the agency I have, the independence and assertive I pride myself on cast aside and rendered vulnerable. That vulnerability and utter humiliation turns me on to no end.

There is also the aspect to be desired so much that a man usually but being bisexual more than comfortable with a woman, doing whatever it is to have me. The fantasies vary in approach sometimes the traditional shadowy figure, a date gone awry, an authority figure or perhaps a partners or some otherworldly ideas of Purge-like free-use society—-no matter if subtle and slow coercion, blackmail and through straight brute force, I want just that to be forced. To be reduced nothing but a set of holes to be used, abused and breed. A body to made into a toy for someone else’s pleasure.

I just want to be fucking taken so badly, and someone to know it and even as I deny, struggle, maintain the prefect and prose veneer just take it from me.