Usually I need my release at least once a day, sometimes 2-3 times if I’m feeling really excited. I’m definitely porn addicted, jerking my rod and releasing my sperm on a regular interval. Usually my partner is open to taking my load, so I’ll breed her if she’s available but if I not I pleasure myself and rub one out.

Lately I’ve decided to just pause, and I haven’t had my climax since Sunday. Sometimes I tease myself throughout the day, slipping a hand down my sweats and playing with my pubic hair or my nipples. I love pinching my foreskin and letting the precum build up. Sometimes I slip a finger under the skin so I can taste myself.

Last night my partner was asleep next to me breathing heavily and occasionally snoring lightly. My hand started to wander. I had to be discreet and quiet so I just started playing with my bush, then massaging myself gently. No porn or Literotica, just some light touching. I instantly got aroused, precum soaking my fingers and my privates. I’m stroking myself, tasting my fingers and enjoying the sensation in the dark without any visual stimulation or porn.

It was a nice change of pace because my senses were pretty isolated (earplugs in, lights totally off). I couldn’t moan or pump my hips, I was basically only moving a couple of fingers so that the blankets wouldn’t move. I was working the underside of my tip like a clit, just rubbing it in light fast circles.

My legs were sweating slightly and I could feel myself about to go over the edge. I’m fantasizing about breeding, holding a pair of wide hips as i spray my sperm as deep as it can go. Messy sex with body scents, pheromones, precum and girlcum mixing and dripping everywhere. Musky feminine armpit sweat….grunting and groaning. I love when my partners cum dries on my penis and bush after we make love. I need that seed covering her insides and cervix, leaking out of her open used hole for the rest of the day as a reminder.

I had to pause and lay back, my erection pulsing in my shorts making a wet spot. I put my hands behind my head to prevent myself from climaxing and I eventually fell asleep like that. My shorts had dried precum all over the inside.

Today I’m still horny, squeezing my legs together in a way that pleasures my tip. I know I’m still leaking precum and craving that release. Not today…. Probably not tomorrow either!