Musician here. Solo acoustic, band member, session player, and engineer. Lots of work this weekend - mostly shows. DC/Virginia and the beach are the most popular for me. I'm at my happiest when I'm doing it. And for some reason, I've reached a modicum of success so the venues are larger, people are crazier, and the money is really pretty good. But -

I made a mistake and was very insensitive with someone a few days ago. I hadn't known them too terribly long, but we resonated like I haven't with anyone else before. And our chemistry was so strong - too strong. Now they are acting wreckless, probably out of spite, but perhaps that's because I thought they felt the same so, maybe not out of spite - that's a rather pompass view and it's not meant to come off like that. I don't have a high view of myself in that manner. But dangerous behavior none the less. I know, it's not for me to say or comment how someone else treats themselves with strangers online. I thought they were different. And I know they are hyper smart and very sensitive. I really don't want to see this person get hurt (emotionally or physically) but it's not my say. I was a donkey. I've been a donkey before, and I will be one again.

The person is also a musician as well. I'm toying with the fact of seeing when they perform next and swinging by to watch the performance and catch a glimpse to wave. Meet and interact naturally. Not as a stalker or a creep-o but as someone who cares. Maybe there will be no interest to waving back or saying hi. From there, maybe we could focus on music, sharing ideas, building a friendship organically and creating music together. I have all the basics in my home studio and on occasion, do some work for folks. Maybe that would interest them? And through that, build an inseparable bond of melodies.

We'll, that was a lot of thinking. Time to get off my ass and load up. If you made it this far, you really have nothing else going on at the moment. Peace and be kind to each other.