Please read Part I first to understand Part II.

The next morning, Eric showed up at 7 AM and let himself in. He brought me coffee and told me to get dressed and that I had to go somewhere with him. He took me to an alcohol rehab clinic and I had to get an evaluation for my treatment plan. I did a urine screening and met with a therapist and we talked about the accident and what the plan was for recovery. He said I could do treatment in an outpatient setting. I was relieved because I said I didn't want to stay anywhere. I felt better after talking about everything that was bottled up inside me.

I looked over the papers they gave me as he drove me home and saw that I had to do random drug/alcohol screenings from now on. I said so I have urine screenings like every week and told me that if would stay clean until I went to court then I had a chance of avoiding jail. That was my best incentive.

We went over to his apartment and I had been there before but never alone with Eric. He said we were going to do what we talked about last night (him dominating me). I knew that he had a BDSM fetish since we talked about it once before. He led me into his spare bedroom and he told me to get undressed. He had asked what kind of limits I had and I told him anything gross and extreme pain were the only limits I could think of. I took off my shirt and shorts and he nodded for me to take off my bra and panties as well. I took them off and he put a black blindfold on me, put a ball gag in my mouth, and put nylon cuffs on my ankles and wrists. I was wondering what he would do and he snapped a cat of nine tails across my bare ass. He told me I would do as he said and I would be rewarded but if I disobeyed him he would punish me. He led me over to the bed and restrained me to the bed with my ass in the air and snapped the cat of nine tails against my ass I couldn't scream but I did squirm. He smacked my ass with it several times as he stopped to get undressed. He got behind me and slid himself inside me while he smacked my back then dropped it to hold me tightly as he thrusted deep inside of me. He told me what a stupid slut I was and how I should've never done what I did. I know it was true, I needed him to tell me he was ashamed of me and that I needed to be punished. I needed to feel his wrath as he pulled my hair and thrust deep inside of me. He turned me over and smacked my face and told me how stupid I was. He said I had better stay clean because he would never bail me out again. Eric was rough with me but I rightfully deserved it and wanted him to be. He spanked me with a belt, made me take him in my ass, and then dragged me to the shower where had me get on my knees as he finished on my face. I sat on the floor of the shower as the water came down on me knowing that I deserved that. I stood up and washed him with a loofa to say Thank you to him. He apologized for being so rough. I told him it was perfect, I liked it. He went back to being Eric instead of the rage-filled guy that guy that punished me just minutes before.

We dried off and I got dressed and he took me back to my house. He explained the rules to me and what I needed to do to fulfill my obligation to him. He told me that I was now his 'property' and that Jack would agree to everything once he was stateside. I did worry about what Jack would think and I had kept a journal of all the things I wanted to talk to him about when I got the chance.

I spoke with Jack one night at around 2 AM he called and I woke up to answer. I was relieved to hear his voice and he said that he could not talk long but they should be in port in 2 days. When he got there he could talk a lot more and even possibly Skype. I tried to tell him but he had to go he said he would call again as soon as he could.

A few days passed and I kept my phone on me everywhere I went. He finally called at around 8 PM and said he could talk for a few and that we could Skype that weekend. I told him that I needed to tell him something important and he thought the worst. But I told him about the accident and how I was doing therapy and going to meetings. He said he was glad that I was alright and that the Jeep could be replaced. He was worried about the woman that I hit and her child. I told him that Eric or Anthony would know. He told me he was going to call Eric next. We said our goodbyes and how we loved each other and he hung up. I broke down and cried because I missed him.

Jack and Eric talked and he probably filled Jack in on all the details. I learned later that the woman I hit had to have her leg amputated due to it being smashed in the accident. She had been in the hospital for weeks and her child was doing better. I wanted to apologize and ask for forgiveness but Eric and Anthony told me it was not the right time.

Eric and I continued to do BDSM Training a few times a week. I was becoming a better submissive than ever before. I was able to endure him spanking me with a belt and could handle deep-throating as well as having anal sex. I had become numb to it and I just allowed myself to endure the pain.

I also continued to see the theA Therapist and do regular urine screenings. I did group therapy 3 times a week and I started going to AA and NA meetings. It was rough but I was learning to take it one day at a time.

The day I had to appear in court Anthony was by my side, the judge asked me a few questions and Anthony spoke for me and told him about the classes and therapy I was doing. The judge didn't seem to be moved and scheduled the trial date. When I got home, I wrote a letter to the woman I hit and wrote the sincerest apology I could write. I know I couldn't give her it but I planned to give it to Anthony so that he could give it to her.

After I wrote the letter I felt better but my emotions were scattered. I texted Eric and asked if we could get together for a session and he told me he would be here in an hour. We had begun to do BDSM at my house because it had a little more privacy if we did get loud. I showered and put on black lingerie to surprise Eric. He let himself in as he normally did and came into the bedroom and saw me lying on the bed. He started to undress and then told me to get on my knees and pleasure him. I did as he asked and took him as deep as I could as he held the back of my head. He enjoyed being rough with me and I liked it too. He picked me up and threw me on the bed then ripped a hole in the lingerie and slid himself inside of me. He ripped the lingerie more exposing my breasts and pinched the nipples then smacked me across the face. He pinned me down and thrust deep inside of me as he put his hand on my throat. He told me how worthless I was and I needed to hear it. He turned me over and spanked my ass spreading apart my cheeks and inserted himself into my ass. He trusted deep inside my ass as I moaned and rubbed my clit. He didn't stop until he finished inside my ass. He pulled out and I felt it ooze out of me as I stood up and tried to make it to the bathroom. It felt like my ass was falling out. I had never had that feeling before but that is the hardest I have ever had anal sex before. I got in the shower and I was in a lot of pain but I know I needed it. I needed him to give it me rough.

After I wrote the letter I felt better but my emotions were scattered. I texted Eric and asked if we could get together for a session and he told me he would be here in an hour. We had begun to do BDSM at my house because it had a little more privacy if we did get loud. I showered and put on black lingerie to surprise Eric. He let himself in as he normally did and came into the bedroom and saw me lying on the bed. He started to undress and then told me to get on my knees and pleasure him. I did as he asked and took him as deep as I could as he held the back of my head. He enjoyed being rough with me and I liked it too. He picked me up and threw me on the bed then ripped a hole in the lingerie and slid himself inside of me. He ripped the lingerie more exposing my breasts and pinched the nipples then smacked me across the face. He pinned me down and thrust deep inside of me as he put his hand on my throat. He told me how worthless I was and I needed to hear it. He turned me over and spanked my ass spreading apart my cheeks and inserted himself into my ass. He trusted deep inside my ass as I moaned and rubbed my clit. He didn't stop until he finished inside my ass. He pulled out and I felt it ooze out of me as I stood up and tried to make it to the bathroom. It felt like my ass was falling out. I had never had that feeling before but that is the hardest I have ever had anal sex before. I got in the shower and I was in a lot of pain but I knew I needed it. I needed him to give it me rough.

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