Its almost as if she doesn’t communicate with me when she gets better like I’m only their for the sad times? I’ve become sensitized to this entire process of getting to know one another. So, when I feel like it’s not fair the emotions sink to my stomach. It always comes down to me being patient; “you will know more in the days that follow.” Well, I’m actually sick of it. But I am not going to a damn thing about it since I can’t. Neither can I just tell someone to take a chance on me and it actually working. As much as I enjoy the though of it, I am even bothered to think that anything will work this time. Every day we pass by attractive people and do we wonder: “I wonder how it would be to love them? If not forever then just enjoy that little time we had together?”

I guess I’m always hoping that you’ll end this reign