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Good Morning peoples. Back again with a post. Here’s hoping I find what I’m looking for today. Yesterday was a fail 😝

In a nutshell, I’m hoping to find someone to talk to on an ongoing basis. I’d like it if we could exchange messages organically, and figure out if we want each other to stay in each others lives on this journey, so that we can talk and learn more about each other, for however long that turns out to be. Maybe, this is sounding like destiny/fate stuff, you are someone that would be good for me on this leg of my journey. Here’s where I’m at a little bit with that: I had lost myself for a while but I’ve been finding myself for a while now, and I may be back. Cheesy, I know. Can’t help it sometimes though.

I’m an INFJ/ENFP/ENTP (Haven’t narrowed down my archetype too much just yet, but I do take MBTI like a teeny bit seriously, and am a big fan of Jung). A bit of a chunky monkey but not looking to be skinny for you (mostly, I’m skinny on the inside in a lot of ways, but accepting and comfortable with where I’m at right now too. As an aside, I’m also one of those people who thinks they’re bigger and taller than they are, psychologically. Since I’m wired to be a skinny person, I may as well join the ranks properly…or sooomething. I don’t know what I’m saying there. Is that okay?). Pashtun, I just turned 29 in May, I have a degree I didn’t finish :p (in neuroscience and mental health, having begun in biology and geology). I’m a physicalist and have naturalist tendencies. I know that for a fact but I’d have to double check what those words mean or remind myself haha, they’re not a part of my terminology just yet. I think outside the box, I’d describe myself as fairly eccentric if I had to (but I don’t devalue traditions and social expectations, and that’s an interesting topic), so that you can find me more easily if that is something up your alley. I value thinking for oneself, but that is something I began doing purely coincidentally as a part of another story (it’s kind of an interesting one, I’ll make it theatric if I tell it to you). My “one flaw” is that I question everything without fail and it’s awful on paper but a good trait to have I think, even if it annoys people. It’s a textbook case of question everything, but not for the sake of questioning everything. It kinda just happened that way.

I like to think of reality as existing across many levels and there are multiple I enjoy, but if we’re gonna enjoy that superficial one together, may as well really understand one another.

I’m technically minded, by coincidence of this journey I’m on, not because I’ve always been that way or something. I’m like a geeky artist. The best job for me might have been drawing from science or bringing its ideas in art form to people to enjoy. Either that or I fancy I would have done well in doing manga writing. Alas, I don’t currently work for some ongoing health reasons, aaaand I live with my parents. Do I get a pass since I’m a woman? 😝 Maybe for now, I hope, but I /am/ working on it. Perhaps I could escape and move away to be with you! But alas, I’m sure that’s neither of our cups of tea!!! Perhaps what I’m describing could mean: I want you to be my boyfriend. I’m warming up to this title in my older years. I used to just call my partner, well partner, or significant other. 😝

What layer of reality would you like to meet on so that we can properly vet each other for the titles of current girlfriend/boyfriend, and find out if we’d like the other to maybe, possibly stay for a while on this journey/where we are at right now in life?

Here’s a mysterious photo of me where you can’t even see me, to begin with, since I’ve noticed Reddit users are shy about photos.

https://imgur.com/a/jqfQvmZ

I’ve noticed a lot of people are preferring the chat feature. Either or is fine with me. On chat, we can talk more quickly, on messages we can take things super slowly perhaps.

I hope this finds you well, and if like me you’re a little under the weather or hanging on a cross of your own choosing, I hope you’ll be able to tell if I’m a good person for you to have around, whoever you are stranger that I don’t know yet, and I hope you don’t pass on by, if you’re drawn to this more boring post compared to yesterday. Yesterday taught me that this must be a bit of a boring process after all, and there are rules to the “game”. It doesn’t come naturally to me, maybe never has.

Talk to ya soon, I’m waiting for you~ (So I can eat you up, I’m kidding! 😄, so we can talk it out, preferably for ages). I’m trying to be funny again, hopefully it does something for you! 😝

Let’s talk a lot so we can be quiet together. Yes, I’m saying I’d like to try my hand at a relationship 😳, but I’m rusty at this. We can figure it out as we go along. How’s a virtual date sound? Do you know yet if you liiiiike me? Oh and I’m kinky and a switch, but I like tall older, dominant people.

Here’s a good way of putting it: do you think if we spent ages talking we’d understand each-other very little like I unfortunately imagine most people do, or well enough for our purposes?

Apologies for how poorly this post is written given that I am a writer!