*I get my brain drained tomorrow and I've never been so scared. I dont think I'm going to sleep and I'm not okay. Think I'm going to be writing a lot tonight.

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ANd I'm not sure what I'm so Afraid of

Thought I used to always want to die

And now- is when I want to see where life takes us ?

I guess I really shouldn't be surprised

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And I always said

I'm so much more comfortable

When I'm not not comfortable

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And even when they're sad

My thoughts are the only thing that I have

and even though they're bad

These thoughts may be the last one that I have

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And now my memories feel so hazy

I'd rather die than end up crazy

I really just wanna be normal

I wonder if this is all it takes

Why's it have to be my brain, foor goodness sake

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And even when they're sad

My thoughts are the only thing that I have

and even though they're bad

These thoughts may be the last one that I have