Who said you’re the only one who could do letters? It's been a long past month without you here. At the beginning I think it didn't really register to me that you were gone. I just spent the first day or two at your house like you were on a weekend trip and I had to keep Jinx company. Then it began sinking in and I realized just how hard this was going to be.

You’ve always been my escape from life, my shoulder to cry on, my favorite person to annoy. But I know you are gone for a reason and someone needs to be there for stinky.

That's what made me realize why it’s worked out this way. Through being on my own as I go through my day to day, through watching Jinx and Kona, I realized that you are the embodiment of love. You’re sweet and funny, kind and helpful, demanding and rewarding. You pick me up when I fall. You make me want to be the best I can be.

You needed to go and find yourself and I needed time to learn to be ok on my own again. I want to show my love not just through sex, but through speaking your own love language. Above all I want you to know that you are and always will be my favorite girl.

I love you.