I was invited to a new year party by my old friend as her parents were away she had organised a pretty decent party at her place.

It was also a good time for us to catch up after so many years. I got there early and we talked a lot as I helped her arrange the party too.

All was going good until after the crowd settled down and I was in my room where I was supposed to sleep and all I could hear was people having sex, getting orgasm from their partners in the adjacent rooms and it made me feel really bad as I was lonely from the inside.

As someone who had made a few bad decisions lately by going out with strangers and getting fucked rough I just felt like I had no one to share any sort of connection with.