I'm looking to fall in love with the woman who makes me watch her cheat on me with bigger cocks because they are bigger than mine, feel better than mine, make her cum in ways mine never will, fill her up in ways mine never will, reach parts of her mine never will, and because every time she moans and gasps and creams and cums on another mans cock it makes me feel smaller and smaller, less and less manly, and more and more cheated on. I'm looking for the woman who wants to marry me and make me tell her I love her while a man with a better cock is putting a baby in her that I'll have to say is mine, simply because his cock felt better than mine and because it makes her wet and horny to make me feel what it's like to be so small and cheated on that I have to raise another mans baby as my own. She should love knowing that every time she makes me lick another mans cum out of her that she's slaying part of my fragile male ego, and that by only allowing me sloppy seconds when she can't even feel me inside her she's taking away more and more of my manhood with every failed attempt to make her cum or even moan. She should love the feeling of making me fall in love with her knowing how she's going to use her powerful, beatiful, cheating sex to completely dismantle my male ego, at least the part of it that's tied to ones sexual value, knowing that for a man that's a very significant part of out self esteem. She should get wet at the thought of making me kiss her and tell her I love her while holding her hands and looking lovingly into her eyes as she cums on sexually superior mens cocks, as they cum inside her, as she cheats on me in all the ways that teach me how little sexual value I have to her because I'll never be able to change my body to be like theirs. That should make her happy, and she should love the idea of making me kiss her growing belly each day as "our" baby grows inside her, both of us knowing that she decided my genes weren't good enough so she fucked a better baby into her belly than I could ever give her...

I'm terrified that finding this woman will mean I lose the ability to pretend I'll ever be able to please a woman, but at the same time I know that this is how it is going to be. I know this is what nature intends for men like me, and I'm here waiting for the woman who's intention is to wrap me around her fingers and make this happen.