Put something into words, now to find the courage to send it to him. Someday I hope this becomes real.

It’s happening, a gangbang. Right this moment I couldn’t tell you how we got here, where they came from, who they are…

Right this moment all I know is I am stretched to my max. After all the work and all the training here I am, riding a cock I hardly know, while another drives into my ass. My skin slick from sweat, and lube. My body shaking as I lose track of when and how hard I’ve cum. Once when you pushed my head down on another man’s cock and praised me, again as that first hard shaft worked its way into my ass, “Good girl, does it feel good? Just like you’ve always wanted.” and again… and again. I’m beyond cock drunk, just hot wet holes. A hungry mouth on my breast makes me shudder and moan. Looking for you.

I know you’re here, that’s always been a condition. It’s safe. You’re safe. And I really deeply hope you get joy from this too. You have said you do, but I will always carry just a little worry, and I will always look for you. Even in the moments when I’m cock drunk and forgetting everything I will look for you. The cock in my mouth pulls away to shoot his load on my face. Tongue lolling and drooling my eyes close as I’m spattered in cum there’s now nothing to keep me from moaning loudly. Someone grabs my tits again, I’ve lost track, maybe it’s whoever is under me. I don’t have much in the way of coherent words, but what I manage is vulgar in snippets and gasps until there’s a cock in my mouth again.

I know you.

I’ll always know you.

My eyes open, I think I smile but I know you do. My lips close around your cock and I moan hard, still being rocked by thrusts into my other holes. Yours eyes lock onto mine, and I see that smirk. Someone’s cum is dripping down my face and there you are with that smirk. I moan hard, it might have been “Oh! Gods!” but who can tell with my mouth full.

“There’s my good kitten…” you growl low. I’m going to come undone as your hand smears that cum across my face, I don’t even think it’s intentional as the tenderness of the caress seems like one of those moments that’s just for us. As your hand moves into my hair your grip tightens into a fist at the back of my neck and you pull me down hard onto your full length. My body shudders hard, I gulp around your cock, going ridged and tight around the others that pummel at my hot wet cunt and tight whore ass. Do you chuckle? Or is that just me zoning out more getting lost in it.

I look for your eyes again.

There you are. You smile down at me and mutter something about your pretty little kitty, and how proud you are of her. I hear it all, love it all, feed on your cock and your words as my body builds to something I don’t know if I can handle but I will shatter to feel it just once if allowed. Maybe you know because you nod just slightly and I hear “yes that’s it. Cum again for us my good little slut kitten.” Again… and again and again. Have I cum? How many times? I don’t know. I just know this moment. Now. Here with your eyes on mine while your cock thrusts into my mouth and you hold my head there.

I cum.

I cum hard screaming around your cock, a gush of fluid from my cunt, did he cum? Was that me? Oh gods I moan, or oh fuck, or maybe it’s just moans… I push back off of your cock, gasping and leaving a trail of drool. My body shakes as I’m used and I ride wave after wave, I reach for your cock and stroke “Daddy…“ I moan, do I hear that little laugh again from you? I feel your hand in my hair as you bend my head back to look up at you again. “Yes kitten?” But your hand strokes my face, it’s gental and almost out of place, but feels so right at the same time and I forget to breath for a moment as your thumb plays across my lower lip. I moan, words are difficult. Am I still being double penetrated? Did someone cum? In me? On me? Fuck… I suck your thumb lightly but manage to find your eyes again as I fit words between thrusts and gasps.

“Where… will you… cum tonight?”

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