My boyfriend, in his mid-30s, (15 years younger than me) struggles with major depression disorder and has a very pessimistic outlook on life. Despite having privileges and opportunities, he lacks motivation to work and prefers a laid-back lifestyle. He engages in suicidal ideation, but has a safety plan in place and is monitored by mental health professionals. The relationship is strained due to his inactivity and my attempts to push him towards improvement. Recently, you discovered he's seeking escapes and engaging in questionable sexual online behavior. I am torn between love and frustration, seeking advice on how to navigate this challenging situation.