I know our last conversation did not end well. However, I do not hate you. I do not have anything mean or bad to say about you. I don't harbor any resentment towards you and I have very few regrets so few that they are not worth mentioning.

Some would argue that I used to be a really petty bitch, someone who was selfish or someone who only gave a fuck about what I wanted. That can be true sometimes and I think there is a bit of truth in that but I think that can be said about a lot of people depending on the situation, circumstances or the position that they are in. I could go on some tangent about the things I wanted or had hoped but you know it's life, sometimes they work, go well or sometimes it turns out they don't fit or work out.

I can handle a lot. I can take a lot. I can bend, flex and dodge however there are some things you just can not compromise on. I respect your decision, your feelings and your wants. However this road was a two lane road. I could be content with everything being a "no" except one thing, just one thing and it didn't have to be a yes but I could not accept a no on that.

I am sure there might be some residual feelings, things left unsaid or perhaps none of those things. I am confident we will both be okay, in time. I will learn from this just as you have. In the end I cared enough about you to let go of certain things and compromise but it hurts me that you didn't find anything within me that said I cared: that might be the worst thing but oh well. I wish you the best in life, Always. Thank you, J.