I'm Alannah, 27, transfem. I just started HRT, so I have some masculine features, but hopefully they will soften up soon. I have curly, dark brown hair past my shoulders, my eyes are blue, im 6' tall and 190lbs. I'm shy and introverted, I'm an infp and a Libra

I like to read and I crochet. I play videogames and listen to music, sometimes at the same time. I don't have much going on right now, but I'm about to get a cat 🤷🏻‍♀️

I'm very lonely and vulnerable right now. Im desperate for connection, I have very few friends and I haven't been in a relationship since highschool. I need someone to talk to and be myself around. I need to be touched and held and cared for.

I'm doing everything I can to work on myself and grow. I'm dealing with trauma and building good routines. I'm reading more and scrolling less. I'm doing so much better and I'm going to keep improving

But right now the loneliness is killing me, and I don't know what to do about it. I'm joining a book club and a support group cause I can't meet anyone from my bedroom. I need someone to talk to me or some ideas for how to meet people or SOMETHING idk